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There is never enough time.
We are busy,
and not busy,
together.
All those years
without you.
I remember searching,
looking for what
I thought I was
looking for.
High and low,
over and over.
Years and decades.
Normal life.
Then there was the stopping,
stopping.
Then,
after decades of searching,
I found a
surprise.
Oh,
this is what
I have always been looking for.
I knew it at once.
Here.
Here is what
I was looking for all along.
Here is the familiar touch,
I've never felt before.
Feeling
and knowing;
knowing as if
the knowing had always been there.
The familiar knowing,
that I did and did not know.
Knowing
brings more knowing:
there will never be
enough time.
A hundred lifetimes
together,
and yet...
There will never,
can never be,
enough of our time.
And this is what
life comes down to,
my love.
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